filled with love .

'If you are the one, then us meeting here is fate."

HEYLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

Omgomg , I'm sooooooo very sorry for not posting . No time , keep on going out . Since cousins were here , it's like everyday we're out of the house and until till late at night . Soyeah , don't have time to update . Time check ; 10.26 pm , on 31 December 2010 ! Last day of the year in like less than two hours it'll be 2011 ! New year . Hopefully 2011 would be a better year compared to this year . Need to be like very guai in 2011 , Streaming year eh . Must not slack and blahs . LALALA . Currently chatting with DJ CHELS ! ^^ Bleah ;P Haha . OHOH ! And the top song for this is CALIFORNIA GIRLS ! Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooots ! <: Ohyeah ! And school's starting real soon too ! In like four days time . Fast much , Can see 2A1`2011 ! Excited much ? OKayy . Maybe in next post shall upload some pics from Universal Studios ! ^^ And I shall upload the pics in facebook soon too ! Kay , that's all for today .

Buhbyeeeeeeeeeees !

Withlotsoflove ,

RYNELL KSA /.

" Total Eclipse Of The Heart "

HEYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS !

Time check ; 11.01 pm . Msn-ing w ChelseaTeohJiaHui & texting IffahNasyuhaBinteAbuJalal . And watching my friends and cousins play WII (L) ! They're playing baseball . Haha . My cousins arrived today from Philippines . I now , have company . Woots (: Wahh , they play WII until so aggitated . Laughdie . Just came home from my dad's company's Christmas BBQ party . We left earlier as there was nothing to do . And my friends came along , only two tho . And now they're playing WII . LALALA . That's all for today ! TATA .

BUHBYEEEEEEEEEEEEES

withlotsoflove ,

Rynell KSA !

"Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart. There's nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart."

HEY ! HI ! HELLO ! HAI !

Awesome day today . Went out with Chelsea , Rongkun & Vinson . Chels head over to my place first . Around 1 ? We left my house and head for Northpoint . Had lunch at Wendy's . Afterwards , we went to Popular . She wanted to buy pens . Then went to timezone where the guys were . Played , laughed , made lotsa noise and blahs :> Then took the bus 804 , we so called send the guys home . Then blahblahblah . Kay , done for the day (:

Buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees ,

Rynell KSA ! :D

Countdown ;

One week left to Christmas ! Hohoho !

17 days till School reopens ! ^^

"Well you drive me crazy half the time, the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true. And I'm only me when I'm with you."

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
Okay , really sorry for not updating for quite a while . Currently chatting with Chelsea and Shu and texting Iffah and Vins . And eating prawn rolls (Y) . Nice k ! Went out with Chelsea on Tuesday went to KTV in Northpoint . Then on Wednesday went to eat lunch with Chelsea and LeFei . Veryvery fun ! (: Yeah , now waiting for the lastest episode of glee to download finish so I can watch . Ohyeah , and decorated the house for Christmas alr ^^ Kept sleeping late these past few days , around 4 am . I watched television all night long , Until 4 . Oh ! Glee's done downloading . Shall end here . ;D

Buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees !
Withlotsoflove ,
Rynell KSA !

Countdown ;

9 more days to Christmas ! Hohoho !

19 more days till School starts !

(Y)

"Though it's been a while now. I can still feel so much pain, like a knife that cuts you. The wound heals but that scar, that scar remains."

ALOHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

Time check ; 1.22 am . Sorry for not posting these past few days , was out the whole day . Went to a lot of places and blahs . On Saturday reached home at around 1 am ? Yeah . Today reached home 10 plus . Nah , not gonna elaborate . Too tired to do so . (: Short post for today . Shall do proper posts of the next follow day's posts . But I'll post some songs , cuz I have not posted for two days ! yeahh . :D

"Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain, kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain."

"We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years. We just now got the feeling that we're meeting, for the first time."

"I won't give up, I'm too much in love, and I want you to know that. Just take my hand, fall in love with me again."

"I'm looking for a lover not a friend, somebody who can be there when I need somebody to talk to. I'm looking for someone who won't pretend, somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you."

Okayyys ! Done .

Buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeees .

Goodnights yaw ! Sweetdreams too (:

withlotsoflove ,

Rynell KSA ! (:

COUNTDOWN ;

12 Days to Christmas ! Hohoho !

22 Days to when School reopens ! (Y)

"But even if I fall in love again with someone new, it could never be the way I loved you."

HOLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

Sorry for not posting yesterday . Okay , yesterday slept at around 4 plus ? Was texting Em the whole night . Around 2.30 am stopped watching teevee , then headed to my room . Wanted to sleep but couldn't so I read a book and continued texting em . Yadayada ~ Woken up by my dad at 845 ? Then texted chels , who was gonna have tuition at 9 . Then slept back , and woke up at 2 plus . Piggy ya ? Recieved texts from Farhan , Shu and Em . Then bathed . Then on comp . LALALA . Currently texting , facebook-ing and listening to the song up there \m/ Nice yaw ! ^^ I'm bored , as usual . Going JB tmr , gonna watch Narina ! (Y) Heh .

K . Maybe i'll post again later ;D

Buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees .

withlotsoflove ,

Rynell KSA !

And I've been trying to make believe it doesn't hurt, but that makes it worse. See, I'm a wreck inside.

"It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine. I go back to December turn around and make it all right, I go back to December all the time."

HEYHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

Time check ; 2.37 am (: Currently listening to the song up there , as usual ^^ I have no intention of sleeping anytime soon . I just don't feel like sleeping yet , I guess . Been sleeping late every night since the start of the holiday , I'm just embracing the opportunity to do so . But maybe around one or two weeks before school starts I shall try to sleep earlier , and get used to sleeping early again . Okay , everybody's sleeping nao , I'm the only one awake in my whole house and I'm not texting anyone cuz they all have hit the sack . Okay , today was great fun and filled with laughter ! One word to describe today ; AWESOME ! Was supposed to go to Clark Quay with em but change of plans . Went to safra instead , cab-ed there with Fei . Chelsea , Xiang , Jinyen , Mingren and Yongzhi was there alr these , in the pool room . They were playing while Chels was watching . LALALA . Chitchatted , then went to eat at Eatzi , us girls only . Then went back to say bye to the boys and Chels took her green tea . Then we bus-ed to Northpoint , where we went to KTV . Fun like hell k . Sang like crazy drunk people . At times we were jumping on the couch and sorta danced on it too . HAH . Funfunfun ! ^^ We sang don't know how many songs yaw . We had something like a playlist we had like more than 150 songs . But sadly we didn't get to sing all ): Time was running out , so too bad . But great fun ! Kept shouting and laughing like retards (: But Fei had to leave earlier so me and Chels sang as much as we could , still as fun ! Kept laughing . At around 7 ? Left KTV and went to four leaves , Chels bought coffee bread for her sis . And then we headed to the interchange . We took 800 then after two stops we headed ourr separate ways . Heh . (:

Done for the day . ^^

Done telling you about my day . Hah .

Buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees !

withlotsoflove ,

Rynell KSA ! :D

"If we loved again i swear I'd love you right, I'd go back in time and change it but i can't."

"You could you could if you just said you're sorry, I know that we could work it out somehow. But if this was a movie you'd be here by now."

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !
Time check ; 3.03 am .
Currently chatting with EmilyNgChuNing ! My HoneydewLaopo eh ! ♥ Yeahh , and I'm watching Tayong dalawa ; The two of us ! It's nice yaw . Nao commercial and currently listening to the song up there . It's nice ; If this was a movie by Taylor Swift . Currently addicted to classic Disney movies . I watched Sleeping beauty and Cinderella yesterday . And today I watched Tarzan . They're really nice and brings back memories too . I shall watch more of the movies in the following days . Good for killing time too ^^

Some of the disney movies with the couples

"Before you can truly live, you must learn to love."

This is absolutely my favourite classic disney movie ever ! Beauty and the best ! Love it to the max . I don't know why , I just can't get enough of this movie . (:

Okayy , done for the day .
Goodnights or Morning ? Heh .
Byeeeeeeeeeeeee .
Withlotsoflove ,
Rynell KSA !

"Don't leave me like this, I thought I had you figured out. Can't breathe when I know you're gone. Can't turn back now, I'm haunted."

Heyloooooooooooooooos !

Sorry for not posting for a while . Same reason ; laziness . Oh well .. I shall make it a point to post everyday , as there's nothing to do . So , might as well post for the sake of having something to do . Currently listening to the song up there , and chatting with ChelseaTeohJiaHui . Yeahh , woke up at 2.53 pm today , pig uh . Too tired from yesterday , I guess . I'm reallyreally bored now . So far , it's been such a boring day . I wonder how would tmr be ? Would it be another boring day ? Would something unexpected happen ? Would .... ? I don't know , let's wait for tmr and find out (: 19 more days to Christmas yaw ! Needa start buying presents . Anybody want ? :> Hahas , cousins coming here on the eighteenth . Have company , but less freedom . Pros and cons . LOL , me and Chels are talking about weddings and blahhs . The photographer , the theme , etcetc . Not that we're getting married anytime soon -.- Out of pure randomness and boredom (: " Spend like hell for heaven " Understand ? Hehe . She's wants a red and black colour scheme and I want a blue and white one . ^^

Okayy , done crapping :P

BUHBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES .

Withlotsoflove ,

Rynell KSA !

HEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

Time check ; 3.06 am .
Not really planning on sleeping . Hopefully I won't ;>
Staying up with Emily , texting her now .
I'm watching the two of us ; tayong dalawa .
Sighhhhhhhhh , we're moodless now .
Life luh . It's getting really hard that it's unbearable .
Oh well ,

Love is like quicksand . The deeper you fall , the harder it is to get up . True , sometimes guys just lead us on , with no intention in catching us . And we fall so deep , causing us to be miserable . Sighh . Sometimes life gives us choices or situations like choosing whether to hold on or let go . Holding on seems difficult , letting go ain't easy either . But why would life give us two choices when we would still suffer if we choose either one . I wonder why .. Haiya . This is just depressing . Oh well , can't help being pessimistic now . If you choose to be optimistic , sometimes you would only be given false hope , lying to yourself just to make it more bearable it would still hurt .. And in the end you would be disappointed . Sighh .

Ohkay . Done crapping .
BUHBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES .
Goodnights , well in this case Goodmorning !

withlotsoflove ,
Rynell KSA

I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to do all those things. I can't even forgive myself. You're disappointed your angry. I know, who wouldn't be. How could I do that to someone like you. You're one in a million. You did something hard to do, you didn't leave me. I really love you for that. Boy, I'm gonna be your love that lasts.